Pulse Circle

Memories of Bally

Since I’m happy today, I’m going to tell you onereally good and great incident that happended to me during theacquaintance party, few days ago. Good thing, the admin decided that wewear jeans and shirts, rather than casual. I love what I was wearing. Iwear comfty jeans and a superman print on my shirt. But what I lovemost is that I have the chance to have a dance with my crush. All I wastalking is Sharie. I tell you, she was so sweet (not because she’sIlongga, a Visayan language originated in Ilo-ilo which is usually onsweet tone), loving and she was a kind of woman that I’ve been lookingfor. When we’re dancing, that’s when I saw all of her- It isn’t a badnight after all. I love also what she was wearing, a red something..err, uhm… I don’t know. Anyway, of course, those are those times whenyour absolutely certain something great was going to happen even overthose subtle flirtations each of us was throwing. That’s when Irealized that I can’t blame those guys out there who’s in line catchesher love and attention. Her pretty face has graced in academe, and ifshe seems familiar it’s probably because she is. Typical of prettygirls her age, Sharie is popular especially with the opposite sex.Thank God! I’m blessed to be her partner that night. Maybe it waswritten in stars or maybe our astrological signs were aligned thatnight. After few minutes, both of us decide to take a seat. Sigh! Ican’t believe that time that it’s just the two of us. It was really aromantic way to spend an evening. That’s when I know more aboutherself. Oh no! I can’t believe that she wants to become a policewomen. Yes, I know that I’m not deaf that time even musics noice andour statements is in ballyhoo because of the disco machine/ speakers…She’s a nursing student like me, but she is not the one who opt thatcourse but his family. I was so impressed on how she talks. Oh, what’snext? I don’t think I’ll be able finish telling it. I’m sorry but thatstory is confidential, and it’s just for the two of us. Give us ourright of privacy. All I can say is that I didn’t notice how I gotintimate again with the chick. I didn’t even think of a certainpossiblity of her sticking up with me like a girl whom I loved before.I think that girls just puppet your life. I never priced her as mypossesion, for the time I valued someone more than I thought I couldtreasure, to whom I can give up my life to ensure my obsession.

11:07 AM

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Posted Thursday, July 28, 2005

SMB…Tagay na!!!

Tabi-tabi po…
Matapos ang mga gawain sa sckul. Heto na naman ako’tpinasasaya ang buhay, pilit sinisigaw ang galit sa buong mundo. Masayayatang balikan ang mga nakaraan. At masaya rin yatang balikan ang mganakaraan. At masaya rin yatang maipalabas at maibahagi sa lahat angnangyayari sa buhay mo. Mahirap yatang ikimkim ang iyong galit sadibdib at baka ito’y puputok at magiging hudyat ng panibagong big-bang.Pasensya na kung ako’y nagiging harsh. Hayaan niyo na, di akobinibisita ng writer’s block. Eniwey, pinasasaya yata ng SMB ang buhayko. Tinuturuan niya akong magiging mahalaga. At lalongkapaki-pakinabang kung binabahagi sa iba. Halina’t sumama, makibahagi, makisama… Ihanda angmesa’t itagay ang SMB… Makibahagi at matuto. Tiyak matapos mo itongtikma’y maipapalabas mo aang gusto mong sabihin. Ikaw ri’y matuto sabawat tagay nito. Sa bawat bahagi ng iyong mga kasama. Sapagkat dito’ymalaman mong mahalaga ang bawat salita. Hindi masama ang ang magiging adik sa SMB? Sabi nganila, ito’y pampurga. Ngayon, alam ko nang ito’y totoo. Ang mganakimkim na bulati’y maipalalabas mo. Sa araw-araw, marami kangmalalaman at tiyak ikababago sa mga maling gawi… Natuto a ako. Ako’y nagpapasalamat, kung sino man ang pasimuno ngset-up na ito, ang paggawa ng SMB. Ang mga sangkap nito’ynakakapagpabago sa isipan mo at sa ibang tao.. Oo, alam kong matalinghaga para sa tao, kung anoyung masama, ay yun rin ang masarap. Opo masama ang SMB, pero yungserbesa. E, yung SMB na binabanggit ko sa artikulong ito’y Sarap MagBlog. Uulitin ko, “SMB is an acronym for Sarap Mag Blog”… Pasensya na…

11:06 AM

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Posted Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Venturing the toughest

Ican’t deny the fact, that I perceive Math as a tough, challengingsubject that I would rather not to venture. It is a depression when Ihave answered nothig among all the problems in the book. I feeldistress and choose to set aside the calculator and notes. Then I beginblaming those mathematicians who formulated and developed it’s theoriesand systems. That’s the problem I encountered most. Flashback scenes filled in my mind. During the first day in college, Iused to believe that there is no Mathematics subject or class. I takeup nursing and it is more in Science, I thought…. I found out laterthat my perception is wrong. There is an Algebra subject during thefirst semester in my first year in college. Luckily, I get a wooping90% in that subject. What a miracle… It is in the history ofstruggle. The following semesters, there is no Mathematics anymore. Butthis sem, its back. We’re taking the Math9 course which is calledStatistics,.. and again, it is Mathematics. But thanks to my teacher,he encouraged and taught me to venture the mystery of calculus. It is afact that everyone needs someone who is proficient in a certainsubject. After the prelim coverage were distributed and I get a 97%grade that manage me to be included in the top 10 lists. Congratulateme… hehehe Math teach us to analyze systematically, reasoning out intellectually,thinking indepedently, and being cognizant of the principles andconcepts involved that is highly needed in nursing field and ineveryday life too…

11:05 AM

Regarding day- VAMPIRES!

They say, vampires were dead people thatbecomes reanimated and leaves its grave at night to suck the blood of asleeeping person. I wondered why they exist during night time…? Butfor me, they were roaming around you everyday… Day time, yes!!!believe me. It seems out of this world. But what the heck? To encountervampires is to live a personal ethical life. I am talking about anunscrupulous person who preys ruthlessly on others, as a black-maileror ususer… They are roaming around your streets even a member of yourfamily, colleagues and acquaintances. Sa susunod na ang ibang information… Dami pa akongginagawa eh… at nagreresearch pa ako para sa assignment naminbukas… Malalagot ako sa titser kong Vampire… Hala?!! JAPE ONLY/./..:-)

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Posted Monday, July 25, 2005

getting to know

The start of classes in June ushered in a lot of hope for all students!Great hope to get good grades and lots of fun and excitement too. Theacquaintance Party is one of those exciting chills which was held lastFriday. It provided a nice avenue for old and new students to beacquainted with each other. The program ended with fabulous snacks andDISCO. Surely everyone enjoyed it…!

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Posted Thursday, July 21, 2005

Regarding Auntie Arlyn

AuntieArlyn is moving away to Hong-kong today. I don’t want her to movebecause she’ve become so attached to me in someway. She have been myrefuge for the past days, months and years, trying to accomodate me inmany ways. She give me food. She have been my teacher, my companion andmy good aunt.

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Posted Monday, July 18, 2005

Greenday Rules!

As far as I want you to know, Greenday is my favorite funk rock band…

11:02 AM

Yza- My Good ‘Ol Buddy

A friend of mine, texted me, saying…
” Pass this word “GOD your so nice!” to 20 of yourfriends(including me). If five comes back, your family will be safe, ifyou ignore it, one of your love may die at year 2006- sensya na, loveko family ko.”
It was not good at all. I don’t let one of my loveones die because of this message. I have no choice but to pass themessage to 20 of my friends. It is my conscience, if I did not do.After I send it, I receive a message from Yza. Her text said,…
“Who the hell are you?? You don’t have the right tomake predictions… Never use the word of God in vain and foolishness.Why should I believe it? I have faith in the Lord.”
She’s right! Why should we believe to this messageif we just only faith in Him. We don’t have to worry about. The messageis a fraud. I thank Yza for her message, because it helps me a lot. Ilearn more through her text.
And I conclude that Yza is a real friend. She’s different! She’s my good ‘ol buddy!
The bottom line is, always trust in the Lord. Don’t let your mistake be a regret… Fret not.

“Lord Jesus Christ, walk thru our house to take our worries and illnesses…” - this prayer is so powerful…

11:01 AM

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Posted Thursday, July 14, 2005

miss my chance at 5

My uncle Doming (lolo) turned 75 last Januarybut his family decided to throw him a party last June 25,2005 in Queensat 5:00 pm. I was invited but it was too far and I have to afford atleast Php8,000.00 for the flight…. I received already the picturestaken and they were all happy… Sounds like I’m missing the chance toeat the lechon… I wasconfuse then when I notice that there were three cakes and there werethree person blowing the candles. I thought uncle Doming is only theone celebrating late birthday… They were three….. Closed… Betterluck next time…
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11:00 AM

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Posted Friday, July 08, 2005

Blotches of Dubious Ink

The webster’s defines failure asthe act, state or fact of failing. I have asked myself many times, whatif failure is not an option? I think through this a person couldsurpass all his problems. But my conscience said, “If there’s nofailure, a person could not easily fight.” There are people who think they’re always right. They are the people inthe peak of Mt. Everest. Then, they are the people afraid to be failed.Is it involves the reality of what we call- pride? Right? They are thepeople who found out who did wrong could not easily accept it. For me,if you did wrong, accept all the consequences. Jump up on the zest poolof life and live it to the Fullest. Do not make things worst. My palms were get sweaty that time busy encoding words needed for ourrequirement in our class the other day when I am chance to open my olde-mail account. I was really shocked when I receive an e-mail from anundeliver report saying that my mail to claudia@pnb.com was notsuccessfully seend. I was reluctant since I didn’t send any e-mail toclaudia@pnb.com. I report this to my uncle and he said,”it is mostlikely some sort of virus…An e-mail from someone’s contact list andwas routed to your e-mail. I would ignore these things. Never give outany account number’s online, never give out any personal informationonline… There are plenty of scams out there. If it sounds too good tobe true, then most likely, it’s a scam.” Then, I learn… After those days, weeks, mornings, there’s still no sign that my mindfilled with thoughts. I am staring at the blank screen of the computer.I think this is what we call- writer’s block. The time were you can’timagine, you can’t write. I ask myself if ever what benifits could Ireceive from writing in a blog. I feel that what I am doing is justself glorification. I’m just wasted my time… But in the end, Iconclude that writing is a passion that should not be forget nor beignored.
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11:00 AM

Confucius says it all

This is a special announcement …. I am soliciting interpretationsabout the sayings of Confucius. I think it is a nice topic to bediscussed with. Select one from the sayings below and write down yourmessage in the add comment button located under this material.
1. The Philosopher Yu said, “They are few who being filial andfraternal, are fond of offensing their superiors. There have been none,who, not liking to offend their superiors, have been fond of stirringup confusion.”
2.”The superior man bends his attention to what is radical. That beingestablished, all practical courses naturally crop up. Filial fiety andfraternal submission- are they not root of all benevolent actions?”
3.The master said, Incomparable indeed was Hui! A handful of rice toeat, a gourdful of water to drink, living in a mean street-others wouldhave found it unendurably depressing, but to Hui’s cheerfulness it madeno difference at all. Incomparable indeed was Hui!
4.The master sai, Learn as if you are following someone with whom youcould not catch up, as though it were someone you were frightened oflosing.

10:57 AM

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Posted Thursday, July 07, 2005

Idol!!!

I chance to enter the official website of my idolPeter June Simon and I found out that we are kababayan, we’re in the same municipality- Makilala..PeterJune Simon is valiant as a player. He is a former Davao Eagle player inMBA. The quick moves, jump-shots, 3 point shots, amazing slam-dunks arethe things which my idol can do.He loves to eat macaroni salad like me… He is a religious man, a Roman-catholic. He is totoong tao and hardworking…

10:56 AM

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Posted Monday, July 04, 2005

pray… it’s for free!

Prayers strengthens our bond withGod.We don’t even need to reload every now and then because our card willnever be consumed. As long as well abide in Him. He will never leaveus. So let us pray sincerely. Lend a time to come close to Godnot to ask for anything at all but just to talk with Him. Let us beprayerful. For through this, we can grow healthy…

10:56 AM

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Posted Saturday, July 02, 2005

echt

Wecan’t deny the fact that the Filipinos this days face the seriouscondition of the country. There many Filipinos who are out of work,prices of anything both and sold have gone too high, graft andcorruption growing luxuriantly and most of all, the people are weighdown with too many taxes. In my own opinion,what our country needs now is a parliament on the street where there isno formal rules to be followed, where everyone is entitled to air theirfeelings. As a student, I amdetermined that [we] shall be involved in the parliament of the streetbecause it is an extension of the school…Education could be heldwherever and whenever. It is more worthy if [we] experience educationin action in order to establish a strong foundation for the goodtomorrow of the coming generation. I do believe that the real classroom of the student is the society and the people is his surpassing teacher.

10:54 AM

philosophy

Yesterdayin our philosophy class, I learned more about self- awareness. Self-awareness is the first and most important step to have consciousintention to be aware. It is the ultimate tool for living apersonal ethical life. Blogging, for instance, is an activities assisting to expand self- awareness. For me, blogging is likejournaling because it is a record containing factual material andsubjective interpretations of events, thoughts, feelings and plan.

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Posted Friday, July 01, 2005

Shout

Shout is for forever angry, mentally challenge, authistic, perverted, unsure, insecure and questionable.
Textingthrough mobile phone is now most common type of expressing yourself.Few months ago, I read a text message with obscene word- TANGINA, Asfar as I know,tangina is a B’laan for expressing hate, angst or disgustto a person or even a thing, places and so on. I can’t really dig how aperson can do that even no doubt that some might get hurt. More hurt ifthe receiver doesn’t do anything bad to the sender. But we can’t blamethe person since there is the right of expression. But I think, writingobscene word is a wrong way of approaching hurt or angst to a personbecause it can be solve through good conversation. Ikanga, nadadala yan sa mabuting usapan. Right?

10:51 AM

the tyro

Alas, it’s time for my brain cells to put their existence in good use.Fretnot. All material in this blog were originally written. I don’t want tobe slapped with an indictment of plagiarism. Believe me.My promise. Starting this new blog, my voice which is unheard shall reverberate within the pages of this journal.

10:49 AM

err

sorry

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